Human Dust to Fertilize the Impotent Garden

01. Be Still

You always put up a fight,
Never think about what′s good
What′s right
What am I supposed to do
When my mind comes in between me and you
Memories that don′t fit, the things you say won′t mix
I swear I remembered...
What you recalled...
The mark it just won′t hit
None of what we see
Did these scars ever truly bleed?
These circles won′t square..
The warnings I didn′t heed

I love you, but these memories just won′t be still, won′t keep still

02. I Wanna Be Your Dog

I wanna be your dog
Put me under sheets, treat me like a hog
Tie me up, with rope chloroform and fog
Hold me close, whip me with the rod
I like it when you keep me close, daddy
Treat me like a bitch, treat me like a faggy
In my heart is tragedy
Ecstasy, ivory, give me a reason to cry
Make me feel hope, break it, and give me a reason to die
All I want is for you to hold me close
whip me the rope keep me bruised and choked
I′ll lick up your cum off the cement floor
No light, just gloaming hints from under the door

I wanna be your dog
Put me under sheets, treat me like a hog
Tie me up, with rope chloroform and fog
Hold me close, whip me with the rod

sand covers my digits, bones showing
Step on my big clit, rolling in filth, covered in shit
I can′t even remember the last time I could see your eyes
Behind those sunglasses there has to be a life
A drip from the pipes that line the ceiling
an image of the virgin Mary healing
I don′t even know how many other children... wishing their mothers could hold em close
The look in their eyes when they gave up hope
I know what you did, I know I'm not the only one
But my devotion is second to none
And I′m the only one that should make you cum
Use your dick like a gun, cover me in cum
Let me chew it up, I′ll chew it like bubblegum
Blow me away, keep me around just for fun
You like this look, blank stare, real dumb?
I′m a bimbo, just for you, let me stay
I′ll be a slave just for you
I′m blind but I can hear the clank of your tools
Ready to break me in and be abused

03. The Third Tiered Candle

I am so sorry to encroach on your privacy
Your name, I cannot bare to hear it spoken aloud
It already reverberates through my skull
I can′t eat, I can′t sleep
Your name reverberates in the... In my...
Hollowed out skull
Cool hatred
A purple fog you breathe in, breathe out
My cells remember
They remember better than I do
A calf from the butcher shop
Sipping from its mothers neck
Blood sates
There is no human nature
All familial ties should be threatened
All familial ties should be threatened
All familial ties should be threatened
Neonates wrested from their mothers nests
There is no human nature
The blood dissipates, leaving a stain
That stain will fade
There is no human nature
Truth is a shadow cast by candlelight
Truth is a shadow cast by candlelight
Truth is a shadow cast by candlelight

04. Human Dust

Soft breasts with meat underneath, soft breaths with heart under teeth
Between the tiles and the cracks is the blood and the mammary
Blood and mammary...
The fat of a gentle soul, cumbersome under rocks,
Pulpy like flaccid guts
Mucous and cigarette butts, break down this body
We are just Human Dust
Itchy mounds grow and puberty and it is dead underneath
Perennial raphe marks me where destiny chose for me
Where it all shows there′s nothing
Artificial, I′ve grasped it with hands, I′ve chosen
Lazarus risen from dirt like roses
Dead flowers froze in the wake of prison imposed, gender imposed
Results of my patience taught me a valuable lesson, the maggots are in the rot
Are they a part of me?
Antiquated morality
What once was just lust, taking control of my destiny
I′ve carved a frigid rut
Reassignment surgery

We are all
Human Dust

05. The Impotent Garden

(Instrumental)

06. Abandoned Phoetus Further Obscured to Impregnate the Garden With Impotence

From day to day
Just looking toward the next sunset
When I feel it
I know because of the tears in my heart

Break me down, wear me away
Like brick, like stone, I know I won′t sway
I′ll make a way, I′ll find my own way
I′ll make a way

I keep my eyes open
But what I see, I see with what′s inside
Not with your eyes
No, only with mine

Break me down, wear me away
Like brick, like stone, I know I won′t sway
I′ll make a way, I′ll find my own way
I′ll make a way

In the deep
One by one
Come on let′s go to sleep
I don′t know, was it a daughter?
Or was it a son?

Break me down, wear me away
Like brick, like stone, I know I won′t sway
I′ll make a way, I′ll find my own way
I′ll make a way

Walk through the park...
I can see my reflection in the storefront glass
If only I could turn back
If only I could turn back...

Break me down, wear me away
Like brick, like stone, I know I won′t sway
I′ll make a way, I′ll find my own way
I′ll make a way

07. ...Black Child Purloined in the Profane Dream, The Heart of Darkness(Wholly Alien, One Drop of White Blood)

(Unintelligible)


Bonus. stump

It started on the floor
Ended on the lawn
Went too far...
Malevolent, desire doesn′t fade
Sweat builds up and morbid curiosity
I could tell I was comin down
So I pushed harder
Thick saliva coating everything
Sweat and dirt rubbed out of pores
There was an odd stench...
Let′s take it farther.
Palith
Murky blue eyes, hollowed skull
Dirt everywhere
Overalls...
Old man went too far this time...
Foreign to everyone, even yourself
Foreign to everyone, even yourself...
Earl and James

There′s a big difference between my mindset and his.
I mean, he barely even looks human...
Fuckin brute, foot on my throat
Shit...

Go thou in, and lie with him
So that we may preserve the seed (of our father)

Hard and swollen
White murk covering me
Rug burns on my ass, my face
Feels like little bits of shrapnel in my knees
God why...

Needles everywhere, no one gives a shit
Moral ambiguity doesn′t really matter
Shit he pays his taxes
That big thing, like a stump

He′s a vet you know?
God i felt like a dog
You could see the gold salt glistening on my skin
What was that?
Beneath it all I know there′s nothing
It started on the lawn
Ended in the shower
He cums when you put your tongue
in
In the stump

Bonus. SM_Brute

Right now I′m suicidal
But the feeling, it′s only tidal
Right now I wanna get high, tho
Who cares about what i do?
You can drink me back to life girl
So I can cum all over you
I′m a damn fool, I like em fake,
I′m just tryna push, til we both fuckin break

I′m a mind trapped in a cage
I′m′a take her to the zoo, take her to the stage
Let it cock back, let that bitch spray
Steel, it′ll cum all over your face

The flick of my wrist is like magic
See the twist of the blunt
So perfect it′ll make you feel tragic
I got a father, but she still gon call me bastard

Lil′ lamb go home
Don′t leave nothin at my house
Leave without your shoes on
Leave quiet as a mouse
It′s a ruse, cuz′ I really aint shit
But lets keep it up, take another hit
Til′ we can′t stomach it
Til′ you say that you hate it
Boy, I′m bout′ta have another a fit
Gonna fuck up your whole shit
Like it was a lil′ pale bitch
Let′s see how far we can take it
You better keep your mouth closed
I′m a loud mouth, I′ll let the world know
Better give me what′s owed
Take me to the bank, let it overflow
I′m bundled up, I′m tucked in
Into my wallet, like ibuprofen
I keep the blinds closed, dark and portentous,
Sanity holds, but its a fatal tryst
cocaine got me leakin
codeine got me itchin

I′m a mind trapped in a cage
I′m′a take her to the zoo, take her to the stage
Let it cock back, let that bitch spray
Steel, it′ll cum all over your face



A Ruse of Power

01. Rain

Leave your mark on me
Beat me til I cant breath
I′ll do anything Just to keep your scent on... me
Echoes of you in everything about me
Upend my life just to feel your teeth
You don′t say a word, just show me what you need...
I promise I′ll never leave
All this fear; Shivering, it rains down on me
Hold you close, leave a trail lacrimal
And kiss you forever, In this dark hole
Keep the blinds closed... Keep the blinds closed...
Like dead arachnia, our digits interlocked
Your eyes, red mapped... My eyes drink you up
Our colors the same...

I′m the rain to your stone, wear you down til you′re nothing but bone
I′m the rain to your stone, wear you down til you′re nothing but bone

My lance will pierce you, as if it′s from within (How could anyone say no to a smile like that?)
A goliath over me, lick up all I can see
Is all of heaven... Oblivious to the way my heart screams?
You are the lamb to my bitter lance
It′s my cock, the stitch that keeps us interlocked

I′m the rain to your stone, wear you down til you′re nothing but bone
I′m the rain to your stone, wear you down til you′re nothing but bone
I puddle in your palms like fresh tears, My tongue caresses The contours of your ear
Pour me, disperse me... The spaces between your teeth
Are holy to me

02. Wintertime

Cold sniffling run-red nose
Pale, from the cold...
I take You in my arms
My warmth is Yours
Yours... to take

03. Psycud

Lingering ice, Metamorphing to form
Remnants on the plate, white like lice, Clouds burn in my head like a fire storm
L-E-A-N-I-N-G
Bitch I stay robotripping
I′m dyslexic, I stay dmx′ing I mean dm-flexin I mean dx-messing
Red everywhere, mix it wit some sprite
The glow through the plastic bottle, Fire lighting up the night
I held a horn filled wit fire to the darkness, The cave was filled wit murk and a smell of carrion
I didn′t care, I threw the fabric to the side. Fucked the bitch hard in her mom′s ride
I shuffle through the aisles like a fuckin fiend. Gimme more of that fuckin codeine
I feel it come to a crawl like the stares when u leave the bathroom stall
That slow shuffle, can′t even keep my sight. My feet move slow, my teeth clenched tight
I don't care, my dick hard. I held it up like the god′s word
Filled up her snout, I like that blank stare. Nutted in her mouth, wiped my dick with her hair

05. Things Fall Apart

You and I are the same
A system bound by the light you emanate
I just wanna break free from the chains. You sent him to bring back my love, but it′s too late

Things fall apart

I give and I give, you take and I- Break
I live and I give, but it′s too late... I fell in love with a- Snake

Things fall apart

My carbon will shame you, my love will always remain true
My carbon will stain you, but our spark will show you beyond the dark borne shores

Things fall apart

06. Theia Collides with Earth, The Birth of Apophenia, Nomenclature

Bright portent in the sky
How I, how I wonder why
Why we were broken apart,
Left in this place just to die
Simulated death, separate from any coddle. Any nest...
Borne by violence, borne by cold
Only guaranteed death, or a chance to behold...
I will cherish the sublime
And beg for the real... Whilst I remain trapped in this simulation of what came to be our defining moment...
Fuck, fuck, fuck!

We live, we die, we give names to the fire again, and again

I′ll do anything, crawling back in the womb
Crawling back in the tomb
The moon broke free from the earth... The mouth opens, regurgitates turf
Just as the womb was split, the earth gave birth

We live, we die, we give names to the fire again, and again

07. Tapestry

The tapestry hangs on the wall
Forbidden to touch, below it I sucked
On my knees, the blood I took in me, the holy ghost
Golden lined, ′just in time,′ she said
The moon broke free from the earth, And gender became defined

In front of the golden tapestry: I resigned, was confined, was designed, was maligned

They came just in time...
No matter how much smoke filled the room, my eyes dry and shiftless
The golden lines remained defined

In front of the golden tapestry: I resigned, was confined, was designed, was maligned

There′s no other way it could have been, the past is the past
Gotta forget, how much sin you took in

The golden tapestry, its history stands in judgment over me
The imperfections of the past
Hidden by the gold lined tapestry

08. Purpleman

I can′t speak, because I know what you want
I like when you see my teeth, I like this face, your rebellion your taunts
I′m so convincing, your desires are mine to shape
Your will bent to mine, You can′t resist it′s too late
I appear, my flesh evinces my identity. But you can′t tell
You think what I want you to think of me
Wretched, filthy is how I appear unadorned
But you are mine now, wrapped up in my charms
It doesn′t even take a whisper or a whimper; the pleasure is in holding back
With a smirk I will hinder, taking away every ember
The new dullness in your eyes; You didn′t know, I′m already inside... I′m already inside
And when I′m done with you I′ll leave nothing untouched



Mykki Blanco Presents: C-ORE

01. This is Going to be Disgusting, Unholy, and Pleasurable

The child is the father of the man
marrow, scarecrows...
Mythopoeia begins
I am before the dawn of man
My patriarchy will stand the test
Bestial endeavor I′ve undertaken in zest
An encoded perversion
You, divine in submission
My reticence gives way to aggression
A tell-tale heart, and other machinations
Children like stones
To be cast into the river
Free and alone
There′s nothing more I could give her...


Slender shoulders, Lovely bones under flesh
Birthing maggots to eat, before evenings rest
Man in fetal state, consanguineous lust
Dirt rubbed out of pores, savoured disgust

The child is the father of the man
marrow, scarecrows...
A plaything for wanton perversion
Symbiote, a self-lacking extension
My jaw is hardened with a burden
From me, other minds remain hidden
I′ll devour them for eternity
Who will be an heir to the tragedy?
Ingrown, like tumors
Writings on the wall relay rumors
Of my fecundity extreme
Hypertrophic, swollen and green
Nothing can ever mean...

Slender shoulders, Lovely bones under flesh
Birthing maggots to eat, before evenings rest
Man in fetal state, consanguineous lust
Dirt rubbed out of pores, savoured disgust

08. Saturn

Through the ashes, the blood, and the rubble
To be elated to find a path but I stumble
To be fated and desperately cling but you fumble
Decimated because of the past that you clung to
All of who you were will be blotted out
Your dreams erased, subdued, internal shout
My exotic darkness weaves a web
So insensitive, it flows and ebbs
To your every thought, you can′t escape
Your frantic struggle... It′s too late
I know ambition is meaningless
Which is why my existence will stand the test
I look back from the snaking path to Hades
At the moment that eludes and cannot be captured
To your sandstone column history
It all means shit to me, get on your knees!

A sculpture in dust are the accomplishments of man
A speck of dirt on a massive gust of wind
All our names written with bone-chalk in sand
All to be wiped away, by Saturns hand

I′ve got all this inhumanity
I release in the cracks of her teeth
Took her to the bottom, drowned guts in a white lake,
Inadvertent sodom, shoulda knew what was at stake
Perched on your eyelids, Succumb to the most putrid devices
Giving sight to the blinded, removing nights disguises

What is all that remains?

We′re all just the same...
Any deity in the sky must hate us
Watching us stumble across this anareta
Longing for purpose, convincing ourselves that we′re not worthless
Hiding from veracity in churches
Despite the inevitable misery, I still let life come to me
I′m reveling in dementia, equality, and asymmetry

A sculpture in dust are the accomplishments of man
A speck of dirt on a massive gust of wind
All our names written with bonechalk in sand
All to be wiped away, by Saturn′s hand

We brought darkness to this land, and the mud dried around our boots for many years
A white lamb was sacrificed and stained red was its fleece, but first it got green-purple bruises on its knees

Never again the preacher sells blue eyes
This land painted niggers blood-black will raise eyes
I′m the color of tainted dye, but you′ll be a liar
If you don′t see this fire
The brick bares my many names, and the bellies of your whores bare my namesakes
Look at your children and see my eyes
Scorn and hate returned, eye for an eye
You see in me a most chaotic grin
There is no all-high, no original sin
VIOLENCE, a summation of proto-history
The God's of this earth are dead kings summarized in me.

11. The Stillborn Song

I thought I was the barrier. I took you in my arms
To protect from the things that would mean to do you harm
What could be done to protect you from the one that brought you under the sun
A little doll, a plaything. All the work for you and the praises we sang
An internal convulsion, the herself, it knew
That there was only evil coming into the world
In the form of you


Purple wooly thing, from the depths God meant to bring
Premature birth, born into the dirt


Purple veins for me to kiss, another tear, another failed tryst
Your mother I scorned after I adorned her inner workings with a stillborn
What led to that day in the darkened woods with some pipes and some hate
That dawn was met with jubilation and trepidation was soon to follow
I wanted a sister for you, another child to play with, but it looks like it′s just you and me
Our cabin surrounded by red autumn leaves...


Purple wooly thing, from the depths God meant to bring
Premature birth, born into the dirt


If one lays with a corpse is one alone?
Once the opened door is traversed it′s like laying with a stone
I′ll devour her for eternity, with you in your little box throne
To keep me company, while my habits grant me jubilee
Little grey worms I pluck from your eyes
to give you a kiss under sickle cell skies
I know they would think this some perversion
I just wanted an heir for the works my soul′s ensnared
My baby, I keep her close, she′s got a cute, weird shaped nose
Her mother I keep preserved
In the long lasting snow


Purple wooly thing, from the depths God meant to bring
Premature birth, born into the dirt